I hate how i look but i dont

I dont find myself pretty but im confident in myself. There's things wrong with me but i wudnt ever change anything. Its like my brain...something is wrong. Everytime i remove my makeup i feel ugly but everytime i put makeup i feel cakey and awful. Im basically blind so its hard to see my imperfections so i think i look great but wen im public i can feel all the hairs on my face n how my lips r so thin and how my race is the least wanted. I saw that i wouldn't change anything but wen i look at my nails i wish i didnt have a habit of biting them, wen I run my fingers through my hair i wish i didnt go on that awful diet that made me lose it and wen i look at my legs i see all those scars from bed bugs and how ashy my knees are. Wen i stare at my face too long i see how i have hyperpigmentation and how my eyes sink n when i smile they wrinkle like an old lady wen im only 17. Wen i smile i have such awful smile lines and how im always puckering my lips. How i have hair everywhere. It keeps me up at night how my frends can just randomly video call each other even me but i need atleast an hr b4 so i can get rdy. I always use the excise its dark here to turn my cam off and everytime a guy asks for a selfie i try for atleast an hr wen my arms feel like they'll fall off and in the end tell them oh the lightings bad or that im not comfortable with sending.... i wish i cud be comfortable with how i look. Everytime i feel pretty i go on tiktok and see gorgeous people and just feel like trash.

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