Long day
It's been a hot minute in my life since I felt like someone understood me. I keep trying to explain but the response I get from people leaves me feeling lonely, and misunderstood. I feel like I cannot express myself fully to anyone. People just do not want to hear something that does not follow their world view. I feel like I am always walking on eggshells, never fully being allowed to express without issues or worries. I feel alone, I feel like my thoughts just do not matter compared to others. I am just always wrong, or irrational or whatever they tell me. Being gaslit does not help. I love my friends but nobody truly knows me. Nobody truly wants to know me. That breaks my heart.
Oct 19
I love you!