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I gained 400 lbs on purpose and regret it
My name is Ashley, I am 23 and I weight 658 lbs and I am 5 ft 3 inches tall. I am super morbidly obese and I did it all on purpose for my fetish and my boyfriend and also simply because I am a glutton. I regret my decision to fully commit to feederism, which if you dont know is the fetish of a feeder (typically male) feeding a feedee (typically female) to obscene levels and making or helping her gain weight to whatever the desired goal is. The problem is my boyfriend who I met in college at 18 is not just a feeder but a sadistic ** who gets off on control pain and ** alongside his feederism fetish. I met him and he was great, he introduced me to the fetish and we experimented with stuffing and I was ambivalent about it but loved how happy it made him. Oh how stupid I was, fast forward 5 years and I went from 258 ish pounds to 658 and I am so heavy I can barely walk without my knees wobbling and my belly (which hangs to my knees) sways so much and I have to lift it with my leg when I walk that I fear falling. Over the years during college my boyfriend and I got more into feederism with more intense feedings and initimacy which enthralled me more, but over time it got darker and more intense and eventually he would have me on the couch missing classes too full to move or speak for fear of projectile vomiting all over my dorm room. He would funnel feed me sometimes and loved to wait until I was horribly stuffed after a meal and couldnt stand easily to funnel melted ice cream into my stomach until I thought I would split in two. I am still with him and am so close to loosing my mobility that I fear trying to leave him, I think he senses my wanting to leave as I have asked to slow down many times only to find him presenting me with an extra meal the next day.
This has led to him stepping up his feeding and has started getting abusive and leaves me all day painfully stuffed and nauseous and therefore helpless to more food, I am afraid especially because I saw his search history and he was looking up a hashtag on tumblr called #death feederism, which after I looked at it scared me to death. Should I go to a hospital or call the cops? I moved across the country for him and for college so my support network is thin or nonexistent since he has become the one source of all my needs as I cannot work due to my weight. Some pay cycles when his paycheck arrives he will say I need to earn my rent and will establish a quota based on a percentage of his paycheck that I need to consume in extra calories (additional to my already insane consumption). This often would result in a couple thousand extra calories a day and a few lbs a week. Recently he has begun enjoying my pain and even though I say I am too full and sick he will funnel me another quart of melted ice cream leading to my either puking all over my shockingly distended gut or immobilized in pain for hours until he returns. How can I escape this? I am afraid he will feed me until I die and I am too groggy, nauseous, and stuffed all day that I cannot move my massive body easily which he often pushes me back down anyway with a donut or cake etc. I am scared for my life.
Too bad fatso. You did this to yourself and now you are crying about it... No sympathy here. My wife is just like you. For years she cried and complained about being fed to excess but she never stopped eating. She knew what she was getting into but that didn't restrain her shocking greed. She is currently over 800lbs and hasn't got long before she breathes her last. You fat disgusting slobs are all the same, dumb as a rock and so obscenely gluttonous that you will eat anything put in front of you, no matter how greasy, sugar ladden or fat filled it may be. Face it porky, you just can't get enough food and you will reach your end by going face gasping down in a pile of slop fit only for pigs.
Is your wife your first? Or have you fattened other women to death? It's my dream to do something similar and I'd love some advice and guidance.
She's the first who was weak willed enough and dumb enough to play along to this tragic but well deserved end. She's not dead yet but she probably hasn't got long. What kind of guidance do you need? Just find a fatty win her confidence and feed her nonstop. Usually by the time she realizes that she is gaining a ton, it's too late. Besides most fat pigs just want acceptance and love so feed her and compliment her and make her believe that she is the only girl for you. She'll just eat and eat and blow up like a beached whale.
Yesss I want this. I'm trying to convince my wife to gain weight like this but she's into different fetishes like ** so I think we're going to be doing an exchange of one fetish for another But ultimately I'd like her mobile. Is that too bad? How fast do you think I should let the first hundred pounds on her? How important is it that she's actually willing to get that fat? Did you ever do stuff like funnel-feeding or extreme overeating? I kind of like the idea of a woman eating past your limit for me and getting a little sick which of course wouldn't punishment. My wife is 5ft 1 and 175lbs
Your wife it too skinny. My wife is 5'2" and she was 175lbs in the 8th grade.
Does she ever ask you to stop feeding her? And you don't? What is your ultimate goal for her weight?
How much should I start off having her gain? 20 30 lbs a month?
I want to train her stomach and stretch it out to many times it's size permanently she will never be full without thousands and thousands of calories.
Please tell me you over fear even though she's full please tell me you funnel fear please tell me that you make sure she's miserably full all the time. Love you ever over Thunder to the point of her getting sick? I assume you're never going to stop by me? How close is she to immobility?