Trying times

I was invited to go to the trial of a 12 year old ** victims perpetrators by my wife whom I had not been having a good relationship with. She invited me because her father was the judge and it was gonna be a huge trial and we were staying at there house for the weekend. She had denied me ** for the past 9 days and our marriage had become ** as she said "wanna go see some drama"? I said yeah as I pulled myself up and drug myself to the car to go to he court house. As we were driving to the courthouse I noticed my ** aching and realized I haven't cummed in 9 days and I blame my wife for that. My ** were full of ** but I nothing to get me off so they sat dormant as always. We shuffled into the church pew like seats as the court case got underway. They called out the perpetrators and disclosed the evidence of the case then called out the victim and began to delicately explain to a 12 year old what this was all about. They asked her to come sit down and go over what happened that night as I sat transfixed. There comes the cutest little girl in a light flower print Sun dress out to the stand to reveal her tragic encounter. She was ethereal and brave and began right away to tell her tale of what happened. She said her 3 cousins came into the room and lifted her up onto the bed and pulled her dress up and her ** down while making jokes bout her. She wasn't afraid as she said "she rolled over and pointed her ** in the air" and felt her cousins fingers skip through her... I instantly felt the surge of heat and pressure build and wondered a bit about that load I had stashed because this was getting hot! She said "I felt there fingers press against my ** and my ** and I felt one of them spit then press there thing against my **... Until it pressed Into me then I felt him shoot white stuff all over my **".... My ** stiffened after each phrase as my wife put her hand on my thigh and shot me a look that said isn't this disturbing. I didn't answer and couldn't respond because I felt a huge surge of ** build inside of me. I tried so hard not to get off but after 9 days and so much withdrawal from our relationship I couldn't help it. The little girl went on saying "then the next one grabbed my hips and pressed my face into the pillow. He pressed his thing then started thrusting it into my **'... My ears and ** had had enough and I squeezed so hard to try and stop it but it was to late. I began convulsing and ** huge loads into my kacki's as I try to play it off.