I am a married man who fell deeply and passionately in love with a co-worker. She was engaged before we started seeing each other. We spent an amazing two months together. She was the love of my life! Two years ago today we had our first official date. To this very day my soul grieves for her, my heart longs for her, and I can't seem to get over her. She went ahead and married the guy she was engaged to 7 months after we stopped seeing each other. I am miserable without her and have been for this entire past two years. I can't stop thinking about her, the connection we had, and the memories of the times we were together. The most amazing times I have ever spent with a woman. I didn't know what my marriage was missing until I met this woman. She ended up choosing her fiancee over me because she said had already made a big commitment to him, even though she saw a perfect life for us she still couldn't see her life without him, and God wasn't telling her to leave him. I am depressed and don't know how I am ever going to get over her!!!!!