I confess, that all my life, I fought for the wrong side

I confess that all my life, I fought for the wrong side, and that side was the Conservative Party of Canada ( Tories). I’m a native Canadian and I was raised in a stupid backwards lifestyle known as the Conservatives. Oh yeah, there’s lots of nice people on the Conservatives, but the majority of them are authoritarian people, meaning they like to control everything and everybody.

Like me, I was raised in a British controlled Christian school, which was ** conservative, in my youth, I was left handed, I did everything with my left hand, I shot a gun with my left hand, my dominant eye was in my left eye, I wrote with my left hand.

But that all came to a end one day, when the teacher realized I wrote with my left hand, she corrected me that day, by placing the pencil in my right hand, and I never again was allowed to write with my left hand, every time I tried writing with my left hand, I was corrected and forced to use my left hand. and that was real bad, a big mistake, because that destroyed my thinking ability to think for myself.

I was always quick to anger, I sometimes picked fights with bullies and lost every time, I was abused by not only the school I went to, I was also abused at home, and neglected and punished by doing forced workouts.

I hated my life, and at that stupid Christian school. I got F’s and D’s on my report card, and I mean F- and F+ and D- on my report card.

And so I got expelled from the Christian school, which I was glad and happy about, at first I didn’t know why I was expelled, but then I realized my parents were the ones who took me out of that school and placed me in another underfunded public school, which was way worst then that Christian school.

As usual, I was alienated, and called the strange kid and the loner.and I did my school work on my own, I didn’t bother asking any other student for help on my school assignments and didn’t bother asking the teacher for help, I just did my schoolwork on my own and I still got D- and F-.

One day a awful day occurred, I was bullied, and I was put down, by not only the students, but by the teacher as well ( who was also the assistant principal)
I got into a big fight with 2 other students who were bullying me, the teacher was on the playground, but she was too late to get to the playground to stop it. I got into great big trouble, I was in a lot of trouble, because if my parents found out I was fighting, they would punish me severely.

So I grinded my teeth nonstop real loudly, as the teacher took me and those 2 students into her office, I just grinded my teeth nonstop real loudly from 12:40 pm to 2:00 pm, that’s how long I was in that office for, and I was crying too. I was in a lot of trouble, because not only would I have been punished at home, I would have been punished severely nonstop for weeks. And that teacher did nothing to calm me down until after a whole hour passed by. I was allowed to go to the washroom to calm myself down and to dry my tears.

And after it was done, she and those 2 students left, she didn’t bother apologizing, she just left me outside her office in a chair with that secretary to oversee my wellbeing. and I sat in that chair all day, from 2:00 to the end of the school day ( around 4:00), and I continued to grind my teeth real loudly all day long.

They didn’t want me to be happy, so I never showed happiness ever again, it was because I was a loner and called the strange kid, a kid who never had any friends, any real friends.

And after the school day ended, I went home a broken kid, I arrived home after 4:15. My mom saw me and hugged me and said “ shhhh, it’s all right, shhhh “

Afterwards, my mom should have kept me at home until I was feeling better, but nope my mom sent me to school the next day and I continued to fail my grades, after a month, the school recommended special needs student, or special education. I didn’t know that meant the R-word, you know, the slow kid, or R-**.

Then I enrolled in special needs school, and even that failed me. I went to special education for 5 years and it wasn’t nice.

The Conservative Party are the ones who failed me, they are the ones who force switch me from left handed to right handed, they’re the ones who underfunded my education, they’re the ones who abused me and neglected me as well.

And most of all, the Conservative government are the ones who passed the Indian act of 1876, the Liberals may have passed the act, but the Conservatives are the ones who laid down the majority paperwork of the Indian Act of 1876.

which forced integration between Canada’s First Nations communities to integrate into the Canadian way of life. Believe me, if I had known that the Conservatives were responsible for the Indian act of 1876, I never would have voted conservative, I would have voted Liberal and I would have been raised Liberal as well.

I wish I had nothing to do with the Christian way of life, if I was raised atheist Liberal, I would have turned out great, I would have never been abused, I would have been educated from day one, and my life would have been just fine and dandy. I never would have picked fights, I would have turned around and walked away, and I would have been all right as a left hander in life too.

In the next life, I’m gonna be born as a atheist Liberal.

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