Not Sure

When I was about 12/13 I was in the hot tub with some friends and a lot of them left and I was left alone with a friends brother. He was about 17 I think. He was joking and I was just really goofy at that age and was joking too and he “jokingly” put his hand up my swimsuit bottoms. His hand was only there for like 4 seconds. I laughed because I didn’t know what to do but was so uncomfortable. Like a minute later some little sisters of the friends jumped in and I got out and he followed me and said something like “sorry about.. that thing I did I hope you don’t think I’m like that” and I was just like “oh no haha it’s ok I know you’re not like that” but I felt sick that night and I forgot about it for like three years and then I remembered again and now I think about it a lot. I don’t know why but I feel embarrassed and I know I didn’t do anything wrong but I feel so embarrassed for some reason. I’ve never told anyone I know and never will

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