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What should I do?
My life is a mess. I have a lot of problems right now and I don't know what I should do to somehow make everything better.
My father was caught cheating and now they might end their relationship because of it.
My father's side is toxic. Always making stories and stuff.
My sister's boyfriend is always jealous and I always overhear her crying. I advised her to break up already but she just wouldn't listen. Everyday she goes out early and comes home very late. Her priority is her boyfriend.
My brother is busy with his girlfriend too.
I can't graduate because I failed multiple times and there's a limit on how many times I can fail at the course that I have chosen. My parents don't know anything about it.
I don't know what to do anymore. I couldn't tell anybody because I have no one to talk to. No one. Everyone is so busy with their own problems that I couldn't afford to go and tell some things that will burden them.
They sometimes criticize and ask my why do I look so calm and act like everything is okay.
It's because I don't know how to react. I don't know what Express I should make, what words I should say for comfort, and because I don't want anyone seeing me cry.
Am I a bad child for not reacting?
If they can just read my thoughts, they wouldn't say that.
I'm also having a hard time, okay?!
It's so f.cking hard!
I want to run away, disappear, or just d!e
I hate this f.cking life.
Leave. Pack your stuff up, call an Uber, get to the airport and fly to another state.
Get a new phone, turn the old one on and leave it hidden on a train heading away from wherever you are. Use a fake name during your day to day. Get a passport and use your real ID to leave the USA. There is life outside our boarders. From there hop somewhere else then settle down. Deal in only in cash for about six months. Nobody in your family regards you well enough to care where you have disappeared to enough to even attempt to track you down. This is the general idea I used to get out of the drama. It's been almost fifteen years. I have a life.