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I dated this guy who was two years older than me. I was 14. We dated because he was a nice guy, not attractive at all but sweet. I later found out he killed animals for fun. He slowly started to change. He told me he isn't like other people and has less empathy than most. I thought it was odd, but didn't really care. Later, he told me he tortured animals for fun when he was younger. I wanted to break up w him but he got me in a toxic way. He told me I was ugly and only he could like me, he told me I was fat and could never get a boyfriend or girlfriend (I literally rejected all of his friends for him). One day, I was just hanging out with him, we made out, and he wanted more. I said I wasn't comfortable with it. He decided to get angry, he pinned me down until I stopped fighting and did it. I felt disgusting, horrid, I cried for days. He's rich and older, so no one would believe me.
May 10
Fat