First world problems of an idiot
Okay so I just wanted someone to quiet my mind
Last year I dated this seriously cute, kind and amazing guy, who I had had a crush on for ages. Generally my crushes just go away (I dunno, people seem to find my quietness intimidating) , so I rarely date. This guy actually managed to ignore my weirdness and ask me out, and we got on really well.
Anyway, we only dated for about a month but during that time I started freaking out, god knows why, and thinking that I didn't in fact like this guy. So being inexperienced in the art of dating, I just started to ignore him. Then I went to the next level and friendzoned him.
So I was pretty happy with that, then after a month or two I started missing him, then he got a girlfriend again and all my chances diminished. Now we barely talk, and when we do it's like we both go into sarcastic defence mode and just come across as bitchy. I miss him heaps and literally think about him every day but now thanks to a seriously f***** up and senseless decision, I can't do anything about it.
Anyone else had a similar problem? I just wanted someone to tell me that I should get over it or give me some advice I spose. Honestly, anything would be appreciated.