Im sorry I didn't tell u I loved u
Idk y im so sad thinking about this guy who was once my best ftiend. We never dated but he was always around when I told him about other guys. One day I thought it would be fun to jk around and to flirt and hold hands cuz it was harmless since at the time we had no feelings for each other. He made a bet that i would fall in love with him. Then I started having feelings for him. I pulled away and dated a new guy. We r still friends just that we dont talk much. Not too long ago he ask if what happen was really a joke. We both agree and he said he did not have feelings for me at all. And I lied that I didnt fall for him. I was his first kiss. Im not sure y but I really want to cry right now.