First time shared

I am happily married and my husband is very sensual/sexual. Not in any mean way but just like always willing always ready. I am OK with this even though I am not so much into **. But I do like the intimacy and his compliments and his being always nice and loving and never getting really angry at anything. He is a good guy. Much better than many of my friends' husbands.
But. He IS very sensual. So it did not surprise me when he asked to take my pictures ** and while we were making love. He also took some videos. Then he told me he shared these with strangers online. He said one of these men lives in our town (it is a BIG town) and he would like to come and watch me.
It took me a couple of days and some sleepless nights to digest this. I talked to my friend who is a shrink and she said I can only do this if I like this. But as I thought about it, I decided to do this for my husband. I asked him what he meant and he assured me the man would like to come and watch me **. No touching no **, just watch me stark naked.
I thought : whatever could go wrong? My husband is big and strong and he would never let anyone abuse me. So if that was just about that I was willing to do that for him. I posed ** before (to a friend of ours who is a photographer) and it was quite a **-less experience. The images were not for sale and anyone can see them and know it is me in them, on that photographer's website. So I thought it would be a similar experience and I said yes to please my husband.
The day came, that man arrived and my husband talked to him for a while then they sat in our main room and my husband asked me to get undressed. I took off my clothes and when my husband asked me to spin and walk about the room and I did that too. Then he asked me to come closer and when I stood at him he grabbed me very gently and turned me round so that my back was towards that man. Then my husband did a crazy thing - sitting on the sofa he kissed my belly and with his hands he reached round me and grabbed my buttocks and he pulled them apart very hard. So I knew at this point that man could see my ** close up and spread apart with my husband's hands. I thought my husband would stop at this but he kept on kissing my belly and he kept on spreading my back up and up even more and at a point I could feel that my both holes opened and I felt ashamed to be like this with that man right behind me. But I also felt excited with my husband kissing me and his hands on my buttocks. It was kind of unreal. I could not see that man and his reactions but I knew he was seating right behind me and he watched.
My husband kept on holding me and he started to kiss me lower and lower down the belly and he started to slide his fingers into me all the time holding me wide open and I got wet and he now pushed his two palms inside me and he was pulling me wide apart. That man was there watching and my husband was masturbating me and I was loosing control of myself.
I closed my eyes and I let it be. I felt that I crossed a point where I could say no, even if I wanted to say no. I let my husband kiss me down there and rip my buttocks apart as he pushed his hands into me.
At a point it became clear to me that there were more hands on me and that now my husband held me by my hips and and that man was now pushing his hands into me. My legs trembled and I felt completely powerless. There was no point in trying to run from them. I was scared, and shocked, and I enjoyed the experience that was completely new and completely alien to me.
I was very wet and slippery by now and that man took advantage of this and pushed his hands very deep into me. He used both hands at once and he stretched me beyond anything I could ever imagine was possible. My husband held me hard and I looked at him and I could see he was extremely excited. He was watching me and he knew I was very excited too.
My husband now stood up and held me by and watched my face. I knew I was blushed as I always do this when I get excited and close to **. He dropped his pants and his hard started rubbing against my belly and **.
I was now so excited I did not know quite well what that man was doing but I knew he was behind me and taking me. I went into spasm and lost control of myself for a longer moment. I can only remember being spread and ripped and filled. Truly like a (narcotic?) dream. Like one of those moments people who take pills describe. I orgazmed wildly once and they just kept on doing that to me and I orgazmed again and then I (?) fainted.

When I came round my husband was holding me in his arms on our sofa and that man was gone. I asked him how much time passed and he said about 5 minutes. My husband asked me if I liked that. I said I did not know. But of course I probably did. Despite of how dirty this sounds to the puritan world. It was only the third time ever that I fainted during ** and the first time with my husband.

My husband asked me if I wanted to repeat this one day. I said I did not know. But of course I do. I never knew things can get so high. I understand now my husband better. For him every time is like this. He has ** every time. And I only from time to time. And never like this one, ever.

Later, when I was taking a shower I discovered that man's ** was flowing out from my **. I never had ** ** before. Nor did I know I had it this time. But I did. Perhaps that was what caused me faint.

I said yes to my husband. I want to do this again. He wants me to let him and that man dp me. And he wants to watch me give oral pleasure to that man. I think this is crazy and it will ruin our marriage. But I want to do this.

I never expected this. I thought I was normal. Average. A good wife. Loving my man. Who was a bit over-sexual. Now I learned I am too.

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