Sissy Shelly

I went out dressed late last night as a tgirl I was fully shaven and dressed up in full makeup red wig and these massive silicone ** that cost me nearly £300 I also wore my black 6 inch heels and new stockings. I must have looked a right freak and ** **.
I could barely drive my car in the heels to the spot I planned to walk and show my sissy ** off the plan was to be a sissy ** as I brought lube and condoms in my handbag. I done it many times before but this was only my second tight with the giant ** and first in real high heels I could barely walk. I was on the main road car going past and there was a break in the traffic so I crossed over and stood on the other side of the road near an alley. I look at my reflection in the shop window and my k cup ** were bulging out of my top and the heels made me look a complete **. Lights toward me I went to flaunt my ** and ** and to my horror it was a police car pulling over on the other side of the road. I tried to totter down the alley in my 6 in heels and my ** bouncing I was petrified I knew I was done for the police car cornered me on the side road. I pull my heels off ran back up the alley in my stocking in was cat and mouse ** this time bouncing like footballs. I was trapped I could see the police car rear light so ran at the back of the alley fled up some steps to flats above the shops and lay face down in the gutter in my ripped stocking and shaking. I was sure they would fine me and arrest in my chastity and charge me we for prostitution or soliciting. I waited for what seamed like ages stuck my head over and sure could see the tear lights of the police car. I had to make a run for it before more police arrived so I ran down the steps through the presinct and across the main in bare feet holes right through my stocking. I nervously got in the car and drove home no lights on so could get away. I am a proper dirty ** gutter ** I was sure I would be arrested. I quickly underdressed through my shredded stocking in the bin my feet were black full of mud and my clothes were a mess and I stunk from lying in a dirty drain. I think all this was caught on cctv and feel so humiliated lying in gutters why do I do this to myself. I going to do the same again tonight as I can’t stop and am a white transvestite ** Called Shelly. I was even filmed in a club by a ** sucking 3 men off she said she wasn’t filming but got someone else to do it she sent it to be and said going to blackmail me. She kept the video but told me not to contact her again just to ** my are out I love her she is my goddess