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Sissy Shelly
I went out dressed late last night as a tgirl I was fully shaven and dressed up in full makeup red wig and these massive silicone ** that cost me nearly £300 I also wore my black 6 inch heels and new stockings. I must have looked a right freak and ** **.
I could barely drive my car in the heels to the spot I planned to walk and show my sissy ** off the plan was to be a sissy ** as I brought lube and condoms in my handbag. I done it many times before but this was only my second tight with the giant ** and first in real high heels I could barely walk. I was on the main road car going past and there was a break in the traffic so I crossed over and stood on the other side of the road near an alley. I look at my reflection in the shop window and my k cup ** were bulging out of my top and the heels made me look a complete **. Lights toward me I went to flaunt my ** and ** and to my horror it was a police car pulling over on the other side of the road. I tried to totter down the alley in my 6 in heels and my ** bouncing I was petrified I knew I was done for the police car cornered me on the side road. I pull my heels off ran back up the alley in my stocking in was cat and mouse ** this time bouncing like footballs. I was trapped I could see the police car rear light so ran at the back of the alley fled up some steps to flats above the shops and lay face down in the gutter in my ripped stocking and shaking. I was sure they would fine me and arrest in my chastity and charge me we for prostitution or soliciting. I waited for what seamed like ages stuck my head over and sure could see the tear lights of the police car. I had to make a run for it before more police arrived so I ran down the steps through the presinct and across the main in bare feet holes right through my stocking. I nervously got in the car and drove home no lights on so could get away. I am a proper dirty ** gutter ** I was sure I would be arrested. I quickly underdressed through my shredded stocking in the bin my feet were black full of mud and my clothes were a mess and I stunk from lying in a dirty drain. I think all this was caught on cctv and feel so humiliated lying in gutters why do I do this to myself. I going to do the same again tonight as I can’t stop and am a white transvestite ** Called Shelly. I was even filmed in a club by a ** sucking 3 men off she said she wasn’t filming but got someone else to do it she sent it to be and said going to blackmail me. She kept the video but told me not to contact her again just to ** my are out I love her she is my goddess
I just need to practice painting my own nails and eyelashes thats all Mistress does she is a rip off. She is jealous of all the ** I get and i think allowing me to go the club as close to her Holliday and does not want any issues she knows am a ** ** sucker x
Will be at club tomorrow wearing my black knee high heeled thigh high boots stockings suspenders and big ** already fully shaved tonight. Could have saved money and went shopping with Mistress for her knickers and mine but I can’t stay away for **. I plan getting in the piggy stalls ** out lubed up tomorrow not telling mistress x
I do want it up the ** and need the ** washing kit I was my ** anyway with a washer always have. La is me man self my alter ego and Shelly this is who I really want to be. I want to be taking ** up my ** and a ** that is why I am going the largest t girl event every weekend hundreds of men. Feeling ** and ** even having my mistress do me up to go for money I am nothing but her ** now for money she does not care what I do as long as I keep giving her cash x yeah the ** plugs are to help me get wider to take a ** I plan lying on my side so can get a ** up my ** may more than one x
Shell. Yes, you should go out at least two days a week, once as a t-girl and once as a gay man. Don't know if I would talk much about giving up your ** with Mistress, she can be pretty cruel sometimes, I think I would be silent with her about that and keep it to myself. isn't wearing a ** plug all day a little uncomfortable? Mybe you should get an ** washing kit, a hose and special want that attaches to you water supply, it's like a deep enema, you can adjust to get warm water, it will help keep clean inside. Im am having trouble understanding what you mean by "la". Taking ** up your ** is not a step too far, it is where you want to go. Rember, you have sexual goals to achieve. Unless you have changed your mind, you want, black men as lovers, you want to be a prostitute, you want to be as close to full time t-girl as possible. Stay focused Honey. George
I expect her mum and sister to tell her to leave me and call me a dirty gay ** they will all milk me dry now and I don’t me that sexually. I think I best sign the house over to Mistress. She said she is happy for me to sleep In the shed now and wants a new bed. Mistress is having her nails and hair done for holiday I will know if she is really up for finding ** if she has done red as never has this colour only when she dressed up and played teasing me but left on for a few days this is unlike her. Mistress is very important in my progression to a t girl she said if I allowed her to go away alone with kids and sister I can stay and dress as a ** and go to ** club and dress up every Friday night she prefers me as my alter ego Shelly she call my other self lazy ** la and has real hateful and spitefulness towards la. Mistress get what she wants with Shelly la is prudent with money. But mistress has to except that Shelly is a gay ** and would prefer black men only if had a choice and is into being a sissy and the bnwo what do you think of la and Shelly and mistress relationships George? I think once I am taking up the ** it will be a step to far x
I have messaged mistress and told her I will definitely be going all the way Wednesday having ** at the club and I want to now go shopping together for lingerie knickers and bra and can we throw out my man underpants I have not had a replay yet I will update you I expect she won’t be happy and will out me to her mum and sister on holiday x
Yes am going to definitely go the t girl event Wednesday I have told my mistress that I want to go down fully dressed up as a ** in my **. Mistress said will do my makeup and nails at 7.30 in the morning I will the. Set off driving down to the club. I will ask Mistress about going to the club naked Tuesday and gay day for more money I don’t really think she cares now and thinks am gay anyway. I hope when she comes back from her holiday she does not be on another downer and hate on me further she can be very nasty. I think a good ** would do her good as she is gagging for it now I am going to ask her does she need her ** massaging. I owe mistress 50 from phone ** these are the best she talk filthy George about ** black men going behind my back with men dressing as a ** and calling me a gay **. I plan getting ready for Wednesday by wearing my ** plugs tonight and some of the t girls in the piggy stallls were greased up on there arses and there was a ** room where you could hang with your legs apart and wait a t girl julie was in these. I do have to work George so I don’t want my ** wrecking is it to soon as I am thinking of getting mans head up me this wedding?x
Shell, stay focused and true to yourself, your life and those that are important to you. You have no control how Mistress treats you or those you love. She seems up and happy for you, then in a drop of a hat down on you for anything. Yes you feel comfortable with yourself being a t-girl. I think doing anything and everything to enhance that experience is what you should do. For now visit both the t-girl club and the gay club, be feminine in both. Hope you make that appointment for breast implants soon, not too big, but noticeable, and spend time parading naked in front of lots of men.
Yes George I am an obvious t girl we all are the way we dress is far to slutty for a real women. Yes mistress likes dominance over my mum
They fight like cat and dog hate each other hope mistress pimps me out and my mum finds out am a t girl soon. Mistress get very jealous about me even spending Time with my own girls she is definitely an evil ** and would burn our ** off with a hot poker and enjoy our agony x
I assume we are talking about your mum. Of course, mum thinks you are straight, will probably be a time when she learns you are not, just know that time is coming. Not sure I understand the power play. I like the idea of blow-job proof lipstick for you, that is so **. Reads like you are going to have to buy your own make up now, be bold and consult with the counter girl about shades that will look good on you. The better you look; your men will appreciate it. Personally, I love parading hand in hand with an obvious T-girl.
Yes am going to the t girl event Wednesday and plan having a good time mistress told me a shop to buy my ** lipstick it’s 24 hr stuff. I picked up mistress a leopard print dress for her holiday. Mistress said she can can’t stop me ** and leaving up to me now as I want to now. But won’t ** me for the extra cash. What do you think about the power play between my mum and mistress do she will enjoy having me as a ** when my mum thinks am straight George?
Shell. I think you need to spend time away at the t-girl parties, interacting with them, learning how to be feminine and attract men. A lot of men are turned on to feminine girls like you. Then attend gay parties. At this time, you should do both. Even though we know eventually you will be full time T-girl, the more experience with men, the better. Learn to be a full-blown ** for **. learn to make love with men. The more you know, the better you are, your popularity will grow. You will be highly desired. If Mistress decides to share her adventures with you, that will be great, but your messages indicate she will not. So you must make your own romances and ** life outside of your relationship with her. You need to feel wanted, your mate sharing her intimate life with you, I doubt Mistress will provide those feelings for you. You are on the right trac, go for it honey. George
Yes I know the feeling of being cuckolded it is strange especially when you love your women and it is behind your back. I felt helpless and the very submissive. I read somewhere I guy saying the best way to get your wife to cuckold you is to be jealous not her allow her out with friend and go for ** all the time and when she refuses you ** and starts being bitchy you are making progress am and she will cheat am at this stage now. 4 ** is disappointing George for a senior I will get more than that in one day in the club and am confident I can keep sucking off men. I have asked mistress if we can go shopping for some lipstick for me that stays on when I am giving ** and knickers for her. She also needs a new bed if being a cougar. I am wearing my chastity around mistress this help me as a sissy I’d this ok George. mistress said she won’t be ever paying anything again now am a ** and go clubs I am
Her gimp and bill payer I have caused all this. Mistress is now showing dominance over me seeing my mum I was previously at her beck and call mistress is now making me do jobs around the house instead of wasting my time she said spending hours drinking tea with my mum. Mistress . Mistress seam happy now am doing her jobs and not fussing over mum what do you think George?
As for being a cuckold, everyone has their own experiences. Mine were almost always exciting. When I knew she was in bed with someone, my stomach sometimes was turning flip flops with anxiety, anxious to learn how it was. It's a crazy feeling, hard to describe, but I oved it. George
Shell, I do not have any idea of what the going rate for sexual pleasure may be in GB, you will need advice from a more experienced ** near you. I dont think I would worry myself too much about Mistress or feel too much jealousy when she gives herself to another man. It is going to happen, you should continue to encourage her to openly see other men. George