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Sissy Shelly
I went out dressed late last night as a tgirl I was fully shaven and dressed up in full makeup red wig and these massive silicone ** that cost me nearly £300 I also wore my black 6 inch heels and new stockings. I must have looked a right freak and ** **.
I could barely drive my car in the heels to the spot I planned to walk and show my sissy ** off the plan was to be a sissy ** as I brought lube and condoms in my handbag. I done it many times before but this was only my second tight with the giant ** and first in real high heels I could barely walk. I was on the main road car going past and there was a break in the traffic so I crossed over and stood on the other side of the road near an alley. I look at my reflection in the shop window and my k cup ** were bulging out of my top and the heels made me look a complete **. Lights toward me I went to flaunt my ** and ** and to my horror it was a police car pulling over on the other side of the road. I tried to totter down the alley in my 6 in heels and my ** bouncing I was petrified I knew I was done for the police car cornered me on the side road. I pull my heels off ran back up the alley in my stocking in was cat and mouse ** this time bouncing like footballs. I was trapped I could see the police car rear light so ran at the back of the alley fled up some steps to flats above the shops and lay face down in the gutter in my ripped stocking and shaking. I was sure they would fine me and arrest in my chastity and charge me we for prostitution or soliciting. I waited for what seamed like ages stuck my head over and sure could see the tear lights of the police car. I had to make a run for it before more police arrived so I ran down the steps through the presinct and across the main in bare feet holes right through my stocking. I nervously got in the car and drove home no lights on so could get away. I am a proper dirty ** gutter ** I was sure I would be arrested. I quickly underdressed through my shredded stocking in the bin my feet were black full of mud and my clothes were a mess and I stunk from lying in a dirty drain. I think all this was caught on cctv and feel so humiliated lying in gutters why do I do this to myself. I going to do the same again tonight as I can’t stop and am a white transvestite ** Called Shelly. I was even filmed in a club by a ** sucking 3 men off she said she wasn’t filming but got someone else to do it she sent it to be and said going to blackmail me. She kept the video but told me not to contact her again just to ** my are out I love her she is my goddess
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Shelly. You have a lot to say. I will try to address most of it. I definitely like you're going to the sauna and jacuzzi. how you dress is up to you. I think you should never wear your chastity when in this place. Personally, I like naked, means you are available to any and all the men there for whatever they want. A good ** will make every part of your body easy for them all. I think you should start flirting with black men, I believe you want a black boyfriend that will share you with his friends. Maybe then you will be e
Maybe then you will be qualified to wear a queen of spade tattoo. Just know a tattoo like that opens the door for aggressive dominate men, which I believe you want. The believe the cage should never be worn in a place like the club, only in places where you are fully dressed publicly. If I was visiting you, I would expect access to you always and I would expect to sleep with you if Mistress was there or not. As a matter of fact, I would try to share you with other men as often as possible. I always share my lovers if they are willing. Every day, you should tell your mistress, she is hot and deserves a few lovers, buy her ** clothing. You want her to be a ** for men, just like you. As for prostituting yourself to men, I know that is what you want to do, keep going to the club, gaining experience, soon you will feel ready and confident to do it. Good Luck George
The same large club and sauna for gay men I go and t girls also has s as alternative nights for swinging it has a separate web pay and am told the swinging events are usually by invitation only. Rumours are that you can only attend if you have a white wife that is into the black/brown ** and that the husband have to be cuckold or sissy’s. I am going to try to apply for one of these events get my mistress to come along and see what happens. When she used to stay at her mum not that long ago she would ring me and talk dirty saying how she was dressed and ready with her boyfriend and they were waiting for a taxi to go to a swinging club this got me going and I would ** off until I shot my load. I have passed this stage now put want my mistress to still go to such clubs or at least have a lover or two
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I insisted that we wear rubbers for oral but because she was a ** did not feel like going with a man. The men I went with and talked to also clashed me as a women ** or ** I think we all make an effort to look like whores heels stockings ect. I have only went to this place once and it in the uk you would love it George call ages of men and trannys get yourself over her and we can go together you can show me how you take take and help set me up stay in my bed when my wife is away and us make love x
My neighbour is back so my tight leggings are ready but like you say the path am on is definitely a gay one. Can I start hormones at 54 I read it makes you grow breast and you stop getting erect and the ** becomes very small I’d like that as wear my chastity constantly anyway. I think I would also get a real sub tattoo queen of spades. I contacted a gay black master in the city a couple of months back he looked fat and was very aggressive and dominating I think like someone like him as a boyfriend. He was an ** and I could arrange for someone like him to come a ** me when my mistress is away in a few weeks. What do you think George
I might get my mistress to set me up as a ** on a site or even start uploading my pictures and video to ** sites of me at clubs to expose me what do you think George
Do you think Mistress sister or mum already now?
Yes thanks for the advice please keep it coming. If I was to go the sauna area and jacuzzi or outside bar the men all have a black towel rapped around them. I will be in heels and pink or gold bikini I will be wearing and am also considering my pink chastity to denying myself any pleasure just let the men use me as a **. I asked mistress to pic me up some condoms extra strong for the club Wednesday yesterday but she would not said have to get myself I was a bit annoyed. I am tempted not to even bother with rubbers at all now and do everything bare back like a true **. I don’t ever recall a women apart from prostitute even bothing with rubbers but maybe as Shelly I do class myself as a prostitute and this is my goal. My mistress needs to start excepting me as Shelly a cd ** that is gay and loves being a ** for men. It not a big deal to pic condoms up, I ask mistress if she would instead send me out for the condoms to my local store not dressed as a ** like I do in the club but with my tight leggings and white training and t shirt and wig and makeup. George I was sucked off by another t girl who ** stockings and suspenders and wig like me I did not class her or me as a man just two gay ** that’s what we called each other I did not class her as a man I in
Shelly. Reads like you had a good time. Glad you are enjoying men sucking you off. Get used to ** other men's face and using them as your personal ** dump. Most guys ** with serious passion; I also am passionate about sucking **. Having ** in front of a lot of men is crazy exciting. I have never been with a large group of men like you describe, but I have sucked off 6 men with-in less than 2 hours, 3 men in 1 hour, just last month. Yes, you should visit the sauna and jacuzzi, but do it fully naked, no bikini, you will love it. Polished nails, eye lashes and a little lipstick is ** be sure to wear that. Think about it: breast implants and taking female hormones for a year, you will be the center of attention, swarmed by lots of men. Remember the more you do the more Mistress will know what you are about, always encourage her to take lovers, more than one. George
Yes George am also excited about sharing my journey and you helping and pushing me to be more of a gay ** for men dressing up. Also pushing and encouraging my mistress to be a ** again and except and encouraging me to dress for men. I sent mistress pictures of me at the club in the toilets redoing my makeup you could tell from the pictures my wig and face looked sweaty from ** in the club it looked a hot picture I wish I could share. Mistress never replied to it and I hope it struck home with her what a ** I have become she painted my nails red and stuck on my false eyelashes and applied the makeup. I then had to transfer £200 pounds for the ** I had ** and sucked I ended up having hot ** shot in my face off 2 different men and sucked off my biggest ** yet wearing a rubber the man filled the rubber up and like the dirty cow I am I tied a not to bring it home but end up loosing it as there was so much ** everywhere George this club is massive hold 200 men loads of dirty ** was happening in all the room it was filthy I only managed to explore the top floor but heard also has sauna and jacuzzi on ground floor and thinking of getting a bikini to wear for next Wednesday some of the t girls hot I enjoyed you up in a room with a girl called Michelle and we were in 69 positions on a large bed in full few of everyone and sucked me to ** better than any women I just kept cuming and cuming like a multi ** what do you think George
Hi Shelly. Yes, I am excited about you for some reason. I enjoy sharing my thoughts with you. I never thought about going on hormones myself, as I do not look feminine at all, however I do wear stockings and lingerie occasionally for my men. I like feminine men, generally, it's my boyfriends that are feminine and like to dress publicly in women's clothing. I have worn a chastity cage but usually it's my men that do. Everyone has different relationships, at 55 your Mistress may get interested in men again, she is not too old. Only you can determine if that happens, just continue to encourage her. She has obviously accepted the fact you are now gay, she is helping and encouraging you. Soon you will be ** gay with no sexual interest in women except for hers. that should be your goal for her, as it appears to be her goal for you.
Yes George I know I didn’t know I was a cuckold or the word at the time my mistress went with other men it was not a big word at the time I only no I had a strong desire for Mistress to go with other men and she although not a ** often did on nights out with her girlfriends but kept it secret. My mistress keeps thinks to herself the only pleasure she is now allowing me which am surprised is to go to gay clubs dressed as a ** and go with men then pay her for my pleasure. My mistress now see me differently I am now not allowed ** with her in any form I can’t even rub her ** or engage in play she said she is not a lesbian. I have the clubs planned next week and told mistress my neighbour is back so am hoping I can get things moving. George you are obviously excited about cd ** like us getting on hormones did you not think of getting on them your. At 55 will my mistress get the urge back to go behind my back again she knows am at it now as Shelly. George did you wear a chastity I do a lot it helps me as a sissy my mistress know and except I where it do you honestly feel my mistress feels am gay now George?
Shelly, I encouraged my wife to be sexual with other men probably a year before I ever actually got to watch her. I loved it, I loved her, The more active she was the more I wanted it. She brought me videos that a few of her men made. Eventually she started bringing some of them home, I set up a few cameras in the bedroom, would stay those evenings in the guest room and watch them on my TV. During those times I didn't realize I was actually her cuckold. It was with her help I turned gay; I wanted to experience the feelings she got giving head. As things progressed, she spent more time away from home with her lovers pleasing them, I started seeing my own men more often. ** between she and I by then was totally oral. She became completely oversexed, always **, she never turned down an opportunity to get laid. I loved every moment of it. She was most active from her early 30s to early 50s. I got extremely active with men in my mid 40s and that has not changed. Anyway, it was always exciting watching the woman I love ** other men, sometimes in person, mostly on camera. George
Yes George I did ask mistress about this and she said I need to book an appointment with the gp to go to a transgender clinic I would like to look more **. I am continuing shaving so am smooth all over but it’s a pain. I do wear knickers on a daily basis and told mistress when she is away will live as a full time women for the week and ** my neighbour she believes me. I like the idea of having cameras in my mistress and my room to watch mistress is desperate to get her own bedroom and dressing table she has agreed to wear a basque ex George what does it feel like watching your mistress taken while your turned gay ?
Shelly. I do hope you start wearing more women's clothing on a daily basis, I think you will enjoy doing it. I want to encourage you to start hormone therapy, it will do more for you than just about anything, facial and body hair will go away, your voice will change, even your thinking and behavior will change more like a real woman. Then breast implants, the natural look, show yourself naked proudly. You will be looking so hot and **, every man will want you. George
Shelly I do not think Mistress needs any special videos to blackmail you with unless that is what you want. She knows you are gay, I know she intends to watch you perform with men. You may want to install video cameras in your bedroom for her. I would want video cameras in her bedroom so I could watch her with other men (I did that for my wife years ago; she liked being my ** queen). I would not encourage Mistress to leave you, my thinking since you both have separate bedrooms, it should be easy for each of you to entertain men. Even though there is no ** between you I believe you still care for her and she you.
Yes I plan getting into my neighbour when he returns with his caravan one of the reasons we plan the deck at the top of the garden with the spar is so my neighbour can see as he has cut the hedge and will have a clear view of the deck and me dressed as a women in it. I need to get leggings and start dressing up regular as a women I have left dresses in my wardrobe now so mistress can see them. I need to get mistress to throw out my junk and underpart now she did move them all into a bag and I have bought more knickers. Yeah mistress said she could see me and my neighbour together so am going to get her to help me I think she is but allowing me to have a spar and already said my neighbour bats boths ways she said she plans telling his new partner. I hope mistress takes a lover soon as I can’t wait for her to be serviced by a real man and plan that she will leave me when my girls are a bit older. She said will be telling them soon am a gay ** think she can then get on a cuckold me. I’ve not seen the doctor yet. Does my mistress need to have my videos Of me sucking ** for blackmail she has got images of me dressed up stored I know because she sent them to me when we have fell out. Advice George please
Only time will tell about if and how Mistress will Cuckold you. At times it seems very close, all I can say is continue letting her know you want her to take a lover or two is what you want. Have you started wearing feminine clothes mostly yet? I think tight leggings and a feminine blouse would be good for you. Start carrying a bag for your stuff, do not use pockets, you want to show your figure, especially your junk. As for Mistress seeing you blowing men off, make it a point to get friendly with your neighbor, she will help you. Have you made an appointment with a doctor to start hormones yet? What about breast implants? Good Luck this weekend, have fun and enjoy it. George