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Sissy Shelly
I went out dressed late last night as a tgirl I was fully shaven and dressed up in full makeup red wig and these massive silicone ** that cost me nearly £300 I also wore my black 6 inch heels and new stockings. I must have looked a right freak and ** **.
I could barely drive my car in the heels to the spot I planned to walk and show my sissy ** off the plan was to be a sissy ** as I brought lube and condoms in my handbag. I done it many times before but this was only my second tight with the giant ** and first in real high heels I could barely walk. I was on the main road car going past and there was a break in the traffic so I crossed over and stood on the other side of the road near an alley. I look at my reflection in the shop window and my k cup ** were bulging out of my top and the heels made me look a complete **. Lights toward me I went to flaunt my ** and ** and to my horror it was a police car pulling over on the other side of the road. I tried to totter down the alley in my 6 in heels and my ** bouncing I was petrified I knew I was done for the police car cornered me on the side road. I pull my heels off ran back up the alley in my stocking in was cat and mouse ** this time bouncing like footballs. I was trapped I could see the police car rear light so ran at the back of the alley fled up some steps to flats above the shops and lay face down in the gutter in my ripped stocking and shaking. I was sure they would fine me and arrest in my chastity and charge me we for prostitution or soliciting. I waited for what seamed like ages stuck my head over and sure could see the tear lights of the police car. I had to make a run for it before more police arrived so I ran down the steps through the presinct and across the main in bare feet holes right through my stocking. I nervously got in the car and drove home no lights on so could get away. I am a proper dirty ** gutter ** I was sure I would be arrested. I quickly underdressed through my shredded stocking in the bin my feet were black full of mud and my clothes were a mess and I stunk from lying in a dirty drain. I think all this was caught on cctv and feel so humiliated lying in gutters why do I do this to myself. I going to do the same again tonight as I can’t stop and am a white transvestite ** Called Shelly. I was even filmed in a club by a ** sucking 3 men off she said she wasn’t filming but got someone else to do it she sent it to be and said going to blackmail me. She kept the video but told me not to contact her again just to ** my are out I love her she is my goddess
Hopefully in time Mistress will take a lover or two. But for now, you should concentrate on pleasing yourself and her. I don't think I would worry too much about the bills and choirs, you are going to be taking care of most of that. Its part of your penitence to your Mistress. Do not stop encouraging her to see other men but continue on your path to 100% homosexuality. Have you told her you want to eat another mans ** from her **? Are going to take tomorrow off work and do as Mistress has said? You told me she wants you to spend the day with other gay men. I believe you should, as often as possible. Your weekends, all weekend should be sexually involved with other men. Learn what you need to know about the lifestyle you have chosen. Good Luck
I have noticed how mistress does not bother to clean up pots or dishes empty bins shy just now leaves them for me to do. If bills are there she never opens or ever payed one bill in the 30 years I have know her she I think gives money to her mum as her house is kitted out and had numerous tv and settees and carpet plus top packages on cable tv and her new kitchen hat bathrooms mistress works there often and often stays over there she has a private bedroom upstairs. I sometimes wonder is she secretly ** another man and her And her mother and sister all now. Why do I also want to be humiliated by mistress mum and sisters. Mistress said once when she and her mother holiday I can mind her mums dog and clean the cigarette butts from the garden left by Mistress younger sister. I wonder should I continue to to wear chastity as it is making me more and more open up about my gay tendencies I am telling mistress to much most of the t girls at the club say keep such things from there wife’s I am. Not like that your advice please and of getting mistress **
Your words have help me as a ** ** please keep up shame we cant communicate personally. Have you noticed the black take over of women and young girls they love it and all seam to want to breed black **
Are you going to do what Mistress suggested for tomorrow? If yes, are you getting excited about what could happen? I recommend you prove to Mistress you are what you claim to be. She obviously likes it and is going to help you. I like the fact you are wearing tight Feminine leggings. Hope you are wearing a feminine blouse. That sort of clothing should be normal for you. Have you made an appointment with a doctor to start hormone therapy and get nice breast implants? Men, seeing you naked with real ** and no body hair will be turned on to you.
Yeah am excited Mistress heard me in the bath shaving I previously told her I would be she just said she was nipping out picking clothes up for herself hope they are revealing. I showered and put my chastity back on and backed my ** bag with new makeup Mistress helped choose she wanted me to get a large girly makeup box. Yes I do want to prove to Mistress I am a true gay ** ** now. I do love wearing tight leggings in my black patent boots I have tight fitting leather look once’s and the sports once’s I wore around to my neighbours that time with makeup on. I need to follow that up as am sure he would like a bit on the side and if Mistress is not bothered excepting me as gay don’t see the problem. I have not yet made an appointment to see the doctor what am I telling them I am trans and can’t stop dressing as a women and want to have breast I have football ** they might think am mad ? I would like to try them hormones and see them make me less aggressive and more feminine. My chastity makes me less aggressive and submissive want to dress up and be gay. I wear it around my Mistress and started to wear full time sleeping and work I want Mistress to hold the Keys I think she will if she is payed money. Mistress says says she needs more money paying into her bank Friday I already spent over 150 in case yesterday. She can earn her money and make me up for the club tomorrow I am completely free from body hair. Am I wearing my chastity in the club I want to it really does help me get into my sissy mode. Should I look at getting my teeth whitening they look a little yellow with wine stains and I must start to look **. I was going to ask Mistress to enquire about a tattoo for me and ear piercing what do you think? Why when I have told Mistress that I have sucked ** does she not leave me do you think she does not believe me. She must have a plan now that could be to drain me and take my house and kids as she said they need to now am gay and my mum sould now?
Yes sir I now she is preparing me why else would she take me for make up and suggest I go. She knows I am turning more and more into Shelly who is submissive to Mistress and she can control. My other half she calls lazy ** la and thinks is an ignorant tight ** she told me she hates la and would love to shoot him. I defo want to multiple ** now. Will we still live together I’d like to soon sign over all my assets To Mistress Karen and be just her lodger. She not that old and with me taking all these knobs will eventually want some fun of her own. I am again wearing chastity to work and knickers. Did I mention previously Mistress Karen has on a number of occasions suggested when I’m dressed up go pick India meal In our local village. I also once not that long ago took her out to a works doo I was fully dress my boots and tight leggings driving. I asked my Mistress if she would go pick me a bottle of wine up in the shops and she refused and made me go in myself in broad daylight that was so hot and humiliating. I want to do something like that again with Mistress in the shops. I am going to ask Mistress to look at my pictures in the club i am going to leave my phone code to her for my other camera. I’ve asked Mistress to throw out all LA undies ?
I get the feeling that you are trying to back out of the deal because you feel closer to Mistress Karen now than you had been for a while. I do not believe there is any turning back. Mistress wants you to be unquestionably completely gay. You enjoy physical contact with men, now it is time to take it to the extremes, just as you were planning. Mistress is going to force you to complete this journey. If you do not, she will beat you mercilessly and make your life miserable. By completing this, starting Wednesday, she will be nice to you. Continue getting your mind & body ready. I promise you will not regret it. Good Luck my friend.
Once you truly get into the lifestyle I have no doubts you will be very pleased you did
Yes sir
I do not think mistress Karen is setting a trap for you to turn you gay. You have already committed to the gay lifestyle. You simply need to follow through with it now. Are you having second thoughts now?
I tell my Mistress everything I am planning ** fun soon I want to now what it feels like ?
I think sucking ** is not a big deal my Mistress has excepted it or my be numb can’t believe it. My Mistress mona would definitely ** me out how can we take thinks further. I might give Mistress code to my phone so can check out my club ** sucking skills while I’m at work. No way when she goes out will she not open her legs when drunk now. Is Mistress the women for me ?
Yes sir I think she is happy with the control I bought the expensive cases tonight. I asked her would it be possible for us to sleep back together as a test she said no way sleeping with as I am a gay ** and a loser she said she is going to open my wallets and I can by her money instead of Mistress at the club. I can’t see how she has just accepted me as a ** sucker and Is carrying on. I love her ** and fact she ignores me I want her to out me to her mum and sister but not my girls.
How can I let my mum now that I am being used and sent to gay clubs by Mistress should I just say am into alternative clubs. I want to start doing extreme acts with my Mistress and ask her to punish me bad. I think Mistress will definitely take a liver now and ** me for every penny with her mum she she wants me now to go to club’s openly she is setting a trap to make me gay
Mistress is not going to leave you. May not take a lover. She is going to humiliate you. In front of your family. I believe you are going to be ok with that. I also think you are anxiously looking forward to her punishing you. You want to be want to be dominated, controlled and punished often. I think mistress Karen will do all of that.
I think mistress is enjoying you being confirmed gay. She likes to have control of you. I doubt she is planning to leave you. Not sure she is going to take a lover. Better make sure you ** and **, and do it correctly, or she is going to punish you bad. I like how she is taking control of you. Believe you like it also. A ** job and hormones will make you a real **, no more fake stuff.
Yeah Mistress says am gay and she will put me she asked does my mum not already now am gay as we never sleep together. She even suggested outing me to my girls maybe she wants to take a man. She is happy I talk openly about going the club to be pimped out and ** ** but does not like the idea of talking about me having ** ** she see this a two gay I think with men. She said I am definitely a ** and now would not touch me with 10 ft barge pole. Yes Mistress said if I do not get jobs done she going to start caning me very hard I am not bothered about the bruises I have had them off Mistress Mona. My Mistress will I believe hurt me more as she won’t let up on me. She said I should take the day off work and she will do my makeup Wednesday and me attend a large t girl event packed with men so I can make her money. How can I get her to accept my ** will soon be ** she said do what I do but I want Mistress to encourage me. I bought 9 pairs of g string and knickers today and wore my chastity to work with pink g it made me submissive. She has told me to get them e cup ** ordered today. I do want to get on hormones ASAP and will ask Mistress. I am concerned she is planning on outing me to my family and everyone soon
You are wanting to be caned? that will hurt and leave bruises, is that really what you want? Dear, simply become a proper ** and ** **. Get the ** job done and start hormones, you need to be naked in front of your men,
Mistress is going to make sure you go to the club every weekend. She is going to make sure you ** a lot of **. She is also going to make sure a strong young man ** you well. You definitely are going to become a serious **. Mistress Karen is going to own you. I believe that is what you want. Enjoy and good luck.