My son's curiosity 🙄

So going back almost 20 years now, when I was still a young mom, I was teaching my son who was 5 at the time, how to pee standing since he was still struggling with it. (I think his forskin made it more difficult)

But at this time it, he was finally getting the hang of it. I used positive reinforcement and said "Yay! You're going pee pee like a big boy now!" And he was happy, but then he asked "Can girls pee like boys too?"

My dumb black ** was like😑

Anyway I said "No baby, girls can't" he asked why not, and I said it's because girls don't have weenies like how boys do, and he asked "so you don't have one? Then what does it look like?" I just said "listen just forget about it, you'll learn all about it when you're older."

But then a few days afterwards, when I had already tucked him in bed, and when I had finally conked out, but my sleep was interrupted, I was woken up by how cold my feet and legs felt, and I didn't feel my blanket on my body anymore.

So I took off my sleeping mask....and I find my son sitting on my bed next to me with a flashlight in his hand, my blanket flung off my lower half, and my shorts and underwear pulled down to my ** knees!!

I was so ** infuriated and said WHAT THE ** ARE YOU DOING?!, he started to tear up and all he said was "I just wanted to know what it looked like" and he started to cry, I scolded him and sent him back to bed, but it didn't take long till I had felt bad about yelling at him shortly after, in a weird way it was my fault, I was the one who had implanted a sense of curiosity in him.

So the next morning I made amends to him and told him I was sorry for being so mad, we was sorry also, we told eachother that we loved eachother, but that we could never talk about this to anyone again. And also that this is a lesson to respect others' private parts and privacy in general. He agreed.

I asked him how long he was sitting there, and how much he remembers, unfortunately we said he said "I was there for a little bit, but I remember what it looks like."

But then he asked me "Momma, I know you don't have a pee pee, but why does your girl pee pee have hair on it"😭

I just said it happens when you get older.....😑

Anyway, that's why I'm confessing it here. And weather I like it or not, I was the first naked woman he ever saw.🙃