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My p*rn addiction
I’m pretty sure many people have gone through this type of problem. I am autistic and I guess my naivety mixed with that also contributed to how this stuff would negatively affect my brain. I was on a ** website for about 2 1/2 years that allowed me to not just look at pics and videos but also chat and role-play and sext with people and I became addicted almost right away. There were times where I felt like it was getting a bit too much and it was distracting me from my life. So I would attempt to stop, but I kept failing to reduce my usage or just stop entirely. I would just be looking through **, role-playing, even just Sexting so many people. I was so engulfed and desensitized by it. I just ended up sexing a whole lot of people. I ended up realizing that I had an addiction thanks to an episode of law and order SVU. The episode talked about ** addiction, and it also hinted at **.
But even though I was pretty anonymous like other people on there because when people people go on chat rooms and sext with people, a part of me was worried that somehow that would connect back to me. So I ended up getting rid of some of my old social media, but also I feel like it was good for my mental health as well because some of the platforms also encouraged and kind of fueled the addiction. Like Instagram, people would be most likely scrolling through there to find hot pictures of women. Or even TikTok, where there are provocative dances by women and even young teens, which both of which are not good when seen by a guy with this type of addiction. Because it doesn’t matter if you are attracted or not, it still ends up arousing you.
I am thankful to be free of this addiction thanks to my Lord Savior Jesus Christ after finally confessing my sins to him and surrendering myself and now I am about three months clean
Only the weak think they need a sky fairy to overcome their problems.