I was a straight guy but then

I would watch ** and check out the women a lot, then one day I was watching and instead of looking at the women I was checking out the men and their beautiful ** and then I would picture myself as the woman doing what she was doing. When she sucked ** I found myself putting my mouth in the shape to ** ** if she was getting ** I would spread my legs and imagine that he was ** me. I went to the store and bought ** pantihose bra and a dress and high heels. The lady in the bra section asked if I had ever been measured for a bra. I said no so she took me into the ladies dressing room and she measured me. I had picked a bra that was too small. I needed a 36 A I had picked out a 32 B. She made sure my ** were right, they weren't I had size 10 and needed a size 6. Pantihose I somehow got right. I took my new things home and since my wife was at work I tried on everything and it made me feel like I was wearing what I was supposed to be wearing. I turned on ** and OH My God the man on this ** was so hot I wanted to be in this ** as his woman. Then I looked up feminization hypno and I started watching and I began to get more and more feminine. I got caught by my wife checking out men and a few times she caught me Peter gazing the guys **. Then one day she caught me all dressed up and watching ** and heard me say thats a beautiful ** I wish I was giving him a **. She was like what did you say and why are you in women's clothing. I told her about the ** and me only being interested in the men. She asked if I ever made love with a man. I said no not yet. She said so you want to. I said well yes I don't have any other choice I can only think of ** and I dream of men making love with me all the time. She said don't worry I will find a man to do you and you can decide if you want men or me. It was about a week later and she called me from work around 10 am and said be ready when I get home woman I took that to mean I was getting ** tonight. She would get home at 4:30 pm so I had time. I showered and shaved my legs and armpits and face. Thank God I am not all hairy. I did my ** and toe nails and I got dressed and did my makeup. I started around 1 pm so it was getting close I slipped my high heels on 4 1/2 inch heels and I sat down with a good feminization hypno video. I was sitting there wondering if he would ** me or if I would give him a **. Both sounded very wonderful and I wanted him to be here already. Soon enough I heard the car and went to the door and I opened it and he was standing there a very handsome man with a really nice bulge in his **. My wife said he has a very nice bulge don't you think? I said it is very big i mean nice. When I turned around he grabbed my ** and I liked it. I turned around again and I grabbed a big handful of ** and I said wow that is a ** that I will be dreaming of for some time. He asked if I was a virgin when it comes to men. I said except for my **. He asked about it and I told him that it was life sized and has ** and it is 8 inches long and thick and it thrusts in and out like a real man. He said wait until you feel a real man inside you. He said let's start with a ** then when I get hard again I will make love with you. What do I call you? My wife and I both said Lisa at the same time. I went to him and got on my knees. I smelled his ** and I wanted it more than anything. I took it in my mouth and I tried to ** it like the women on ** and I gagged. He said slow down girl this is your first time. His ** shot into my mouth and it tasted good so I swallowed. A little later he got hard again and he took me to the bedroom and laid me on the bed and we got ready for the fun. He did me as I moaned and moaned while telling him that it feels so good. He asked if I wanted it deeper and I said yes honey do me hard. He did and I screamed a little and he asked if I was OK. I said yes it just hurt really good. He really did me good. Afterwards my wife asked now do you still like **? I said no now I love ** it was amazing I turned to him hugging him and saying please tell me this won't be our only time together. My wife said well if you are now going after ** too should I get a man to a boyfriend. I said yes if you want ** because the only thing that turns me on now is ** I have no interest in ** anymore. She said its OK she knows a man who wants her already. She brought him home the next night and I was all dressed up pretty and he said this is your husband she is very pretty. I said I hope that you have more down there than I do she deserves a real man and a real ** for a change he asked how big I was. I said when hard almost 4 inches long and not very thick. He said oh don't worry pretty lady when I get hard I am just over 9 inches long and pretty thick also. He said she will probably make noises that you have never heard before. She smiled at me and said this is going to be a real change from your little ** to a man's **. I said that's even bigger than my man's **. She said and I am going to really enjoy it. I said I hope you enjoy it as much as I did. Then I said we need to get me on estrogen and testosterone blockers very soon. She said we will check into it tomorrow. We did look into it and I was on the feminization hormones the next day. I love ** so much and wish I had been a girl my whole life getting **.