i've been in love with my best friend since grade eight. i've always found him attractive and i've told him that i was gay, but that he wouldn't have to worry about me falling in love with him because he wasn't my type.
the other night, i kissed him. he totally freaked out, but i told him i was drunk, even though i wasn't. he then leaned back in and kissed me. it was the happiest day of my life. i guess i found out that we were both gay.
i haven't told his girlfriend that he kissed me while he was sober. even though she knows i'm gay, she doesn't know that i've been going out with her boyfriend behind her back since then.