I'm not happy for my best friend
My best friend is pregnant. She and her husband have been married for a number of years and she isn't even happy they're having a baby. Her pregnancy is totally unwanted, but she can't do anything about it now. I feel so bad for not being happy for her, but I'm not. We had so many plans for the next couple of years and now they are ruined. I know I may sound selfish, but she came crying to me saying she's pregnant. Now she has to put school on hold...as if she wasn't in a hurry enough. I'm not good with babies, in fact I don't like babies. Don't get me wrong, I want kids someday, but not now. Not us, not now. I'm also afraid that when the baby is finally here, I'll just be there not knowing what to do with the kid. I'm not a baby person. Plus, she's going to have to sacrifice going out with us and having trips because she's pregnant. I know I am a horrible person for not being happy for her, but I feel like why should I when she was NOT ready and had so many plans?