I could not be with my grandma when she died
My grandma was not keeping well. She so wanted to see me but I somehow could not go home to meet her during the holidays. She died a few days ago and I just can't stop feeling guilty that I did not even see her once, while she was sick. I was always a ray of hope for her and I keep thinking that she could probably have lived a little longer if I would have gone to meet her. I was not there when she needed me most and now I will never see her again. This guilt is killing me and I'm not sure what to do.