i'm lying to my best friend
we're both seniors in high school, and my best friend wants to join the army after we graduate. all of our friends tell him that he shouldn't go, but i told him that i'd support him. i told him that i understood that he felt like he had to join, and he tells me everything about it because he's so excited about it. but i'm actually terrified of losing him. every time he brings it up, i want to cry. i can't tell him that i love him, and i don't want him to go because it's what he wants to do, so i've got to keep backing up his choice.