I am confused depressed angry & sick &

I am confused depressed angry & sick & tired of so many things in my life....I have some health issues that I'm now fixing...I'm also trying to lose weight...so far I've lost 20 lbs. but i feel like no one is acknowledgeing this...i kinda feel like i have to tell people "oh by the way I lost weight" for them to even say anything...I'm depressed a lot lately because of some issues that I have with a friend...I feel like when its convenient for her she hangs out with me but now she has a new best friend and its like why do i bother calling when I know your not going to pick up your phone!!!...I hate this kind of petty crap but it really bothers me....I am ALWAYS upbeat and laughing & trying to make jokes so people don't see how I REALLY feel. I feel like whenever I do talk about how I feel people think I'm over-reacting or they don't seem to care...i almost feel like its pointless to write this.........

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  • I don't know why but for some reason I don't notice people's weight loss unless its really drastic. Usually I only notice it after not seeing the person for a long period of time. I'm not saying thats the case for everybody but could be for some. Get a new friend, as a matter of fact, get lots of new friends. Keep working on yourself, you're probably doing a great job!!! I get in the same rut where people don't listen to me and its sooooooooo aggravating. I directly tell them what they need to do when they ask me and still I am disregarded. I don't know the cure. I am also learning that its ok to say "I don't know" and letting people just figure crap out on their own!!! Ok that wasn't a joke I really don't know how to get people to listen and at the same time on other stuff, I just say I don't know since people don't listen anyway. If you find the cure for dealing with deaf people, please share.

  • No, this is not pointless. I read it, and I feel the same. Why do I have to yell just to get people to listen to what I have to say? I suffer from recurrent major depression for years and am on medication. I am writing this now, eating my supper at my desk because I am doing overtime on this 3-in-1 job. My ex-boyfrined is breaking up with me because he does not want to get married or have kids. I have one friend but she is sick and tired of hearing my complaints about work. My car is breaking down and requires 600$ to fix. I am too busy at work and I have to give up my night courses. I met this young guy, very nice but is 6-7 years younger than me. I fell my heading spinning and highly stressed, I don't have time to see a doctor and have no money for psychotherapy. I am always just talking to myself, I have insomia and heavy migraine that I can only sleep at 3am even with sleeping pills and painkillers. I am going thru h*** right now, I wonder if I die, would I go to another h***.

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