I just feel so depressed and that I never do anything right. Sometimes I feel like a lonely failure, but I don't know why. I just don't know where my place is in the world. Sometimes I feel as if I'm on the verge to pass away, as if its just my time, but I don't want to go yet. I feel as if there's another purpose in this world for me but I have no clue what it is. Recently I've decided that I wanted to lose a little weight but when I just checked the scale an it showed that I've actually gained some weight! I felt so depressed about it I went straight to da bathroom and threw up. I've always wanted to tell someone about my bulimia and depression but I don't want no one to feel sorry for me, I hate for people to see me at a weak state... There's just soooo much I want to say now but I'm tired of typing lol,maybe ill vent more later to get this stuff off my chest to feel a tiny bit better. So until then.