I want to have s** with my English teacher.No, it's not like I 'love' him or anything, I just really want to f*** his brains out.I don't even like him as a person, and he's not physically attractive.I don't know why this is, but it's been this way for over a year.
I know it's wrong, and I don't want to feel this way, but I do.I would never act on it.He's twice my age, and he dislikes me just as much as I dislike him, if not more.He's single, although deservingly single since he's practically married to his over-bearing pride.
What's wrong with me? I used to think that it was just my raging, teenage girl, hormones, but I'm not even in his class anymore.I don't see or talk to him (because we dislike each other), yet he's still the center of my sexual fantasies.
I feel awful and don't know what to do about it.