So... 2 years ago I left my wife for a 25 year old. I was 38. I left for a month but came back for my kid. I was unhappy, unfulfilled and just tired of it. I came back and we worked on things the whole time. When I came back I found myself questioning my decision coming back... Not looking, just on Yoville. I ended up meeting woman who was 35. We have met up twice, once she was here for a week and we had s** the whole time. The other I went to see her for a weekend. I am not happy and no longer in love with my wife. I am here becuz of my son. I have been in contact with the other for over a year... I am ready for change now. I can hear how I am a selfish b******... but when I came back and gave her a chance to change... nothing did. We have been married for 15 years this year. I am in love... like I have never been before. Am I dreaming? Am I just stupid? Do I need to just cut things off with the other and live unhappy the rest of my life?? Auuuugh!!!!