I kill loneliness with short time love, because I will never love anyone else but you. We were kids when we fell in love. I wish I could go back to that Christmas and relive it forever. Unfortunately, I'm not with you and I hold onto the hope of being with you even though the I know deep in my heart it will be never happen. So, I live my life as your Penelope and you as my Odysseus, waiting for the day you return back into my life.