I feel like I have no control.
I need to tell someone, but I dont know who- So I went searching and found this site.
So, for starters, I am LDS (or better known Mormon) and in that church P********** is a huge... ... ... Uh- deal.
I got introduced to p********** in 2nd grade because my friend told me that he typed a site name wrong, and went somewhere else. I was just curious where this "somewhere else" was. and I found it. I couldnt quite fully comprehend what it was, and so I got out of it.
A little while back, my friend brought it up again and I made him stop talking about it because the perverted images started to flash through my mind. I was hoping that p*** was like music (Great comparison, huh?) and seeing it again would get it stuck out of my head.
Well- it wasn't. and I cant seem to stop. I keep thinking that maybe I can ease out of it by looking at less revealing things, but that obviously didn't work, if I am here confessing it.
I don't even like it when I'm watching it. It makes me want to puke. But, for some strange reason, I can't stop!
I can't tell any of my religious leaders because I don't want them to be ashamed of me, and I can't tell my friends, because I will just break their hearts and my life would become a living h***.
Do you have any ideas for hobbies, or a way to re-wire my brain so that I don't participate?
I am a sophomore in Highschool.
I need some sort of help... Please?