I feel so guilty
How it all started
The trouble at home was mounting - the neglect, financial worries, non communication, isolation, etc. When I went out with a few girlfriends for an evening of drinks and dancing he just happened to catch my eye. I wasn't looking for anything, just enjoying the music and laughs. He introduced himself I smiled and did the same. After a few minutes of talking, we realize we knew some of the same people. This connection kinda gave me the security that, ok - he's cool. We were in the same line of work-so we exchanged numbers, strictly innocent networking (so I thought). On my way home - he called. Wanted to make sure I made it home safe and asked me to meet him for breakfast. "I told you I was married", I explained at the beginning of our conversation. I bid him a farewell and said goodnight. That was the beginning of a steamy relationship that would eventually go wayyy wrong.