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Emotional affair
Wrapped up in my happy life
I forget how easy it is to slip back into you
suddenly I’m overcome with confusion
breaking on insanity
I lose my focus and get that feeling
like hunger, breathing
in the pit of my stomach
So careless for allowing
My heart to feel this way
but how could I stop it when you remind me so much
It’s almost unstoppable
like a teenage crush
I have it all and it’s not enough
he is so very faithful
and complacent
insatiable
like a worm crawling through the forbidden fruit
you are filling the holes
Thoughts consuming, my day is twisted
like the roots of a tree through my dirty mind
the thoughts that long to break free
are punching me in the gut
why do you have to remind me
why does he have to be so perfect
I am so not worth it
beautiful