Pregnant; keep or abortion?
I had a bf of 4 yrs. ['sam'] we broke up &i was devastated. i went out w. the next guy ['tom'] i thought was good looking for as a rebound &to use to pass time by. he fell in love. but i still love my ex sam. im very close to sams family. very. only sams sister knows im 2months pregnant. &well he knows. so i broke up w. the b****** that got me pregnant, tom. he got me pregnant on purpose. i told him i wasnt on birthcontrol &we didnt have a condom. great. he eventually told me he pregnanted me on purpose bc he thought i as the one for him. fxck. im 19. i can have a kid. im not patient. i know ill do my best to provide. but i still feel like a kid whos 15 &overwhelmed. how can i have a baby from tom who i dated for 3months &dont love.
i talked to sam &he would like to get back together but not me being pregnant by tom. i dont wanna have the abortion &have him think it was for him bc when i found out i thought abortion first.
but he sam also doesnt want me to abort.
someone tell me what to do.?????????????!!!!!!!!!!
i know what i do on earth ill have to answer to god still. if i abort could he ever forgive me?
my mom doesnt know about mee. few do. im catholic.
what to do....