i'm gay and i've never had a boyfriend
i'm gay and i've never had a boyfriend. actually, the only sexual experiences that i've had, had been at school. once in the bathroom stall and another time on the science building. i gave both of the guys oral s**, but the crazy thing is that i wasnt attracted to those guys. i just did it cuz i felt like it and because i could and becuase they let me and didn't stop me. now though, i keep thinking about those two times that i've given head, and i keep thinking about those two people. i know i'm not attracted to them and that i don't have crushes on them, so what is wrong with me???