Tired

I'm tired of everything
I'm tired of being the last for anything
I'm tired of always being the one left out in the rain
I'm tired of never being called pretty
I'm tired of pretending i think I'm pretty
I'm tired of everyone else being called pretty
I'm tired of being screamed at
I'm tired of trying my hardest.
I'm tired of failing at my hardest
I'm tired of even pretending to give a d*mn
I'm tired of venting on close friends only to be shun
I'm tired of actually caring for there problems
I'm tired of being the one other people lean on
Who the h*ll am i suppose to lean on.
I
I'm just tired