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Every time I kiss my long term boyfriend, I pretend he asks me to marry him; Not because I'm excited for the day he does, but because deep in my heart, I know he never will. Last week he even asked me to stop talking about the future because it depresses him and it "ruins what we have." Doing this is the only thing that hold me together, because I would have married him years ago.
Sometimes relationships are stepping stones in our lives. If you are not willing to leave this stagnant relationship you will never achieve your goal of marriage. Take the lessons you have learned from this relationship and let them guide you in your next.