Love for my ex
I am still in love with my ex nearly eight years after our divorce. I've tried so hard to fool myself and all my work mates that I don't care for her but I still do. I will use any excuse to see her even though our two children are now adults. She is in my thoughts morning, noon and night and the fact she has re-married just makes the pain more intense. I still spend Christmas with her and her new man using the excuse it's what the children want. The truth is I get to spend the whole day talking to her and dreaming of what we once shared. I know deep down she feels nothing for me, she even seats me next to her new husband at the dinner table I'm sure she gets a kick out of it. I tell everyone he is a great guy but secretly I hate him more than anything, he lives in my house and screws my wife, sorry ex wife. I don't know how to put an end to the crazy mess my life has become, he even tries to looks like elvis....I can't stand elvis!