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Love for my ex
I am still in love with my ex nearly eight years after our divorce. I've tried so hard to fool myself and all my work mates that I don't care for her but I still do. I will use any excuse to see her even though our two children are now adults. She is in my thoughts morning, noon and night and the fact she has re-married just makes the pain more intense. I still spend Christmas with her and her new man using the excuse it's what the children want. The truth is I get to spend the whole day talking to her and dreaming of what we once shared. I know deep down she feels nothing for me, she even seats me next to her new husband at the dinner table I'm sure she gets a kick out of it. I tell everyone he is a great guy but secretly I hate him more than anything, he lives in my house and screws my wife, sorry ex wife. I don't know how to put an end to the crazy mess my life has become, he even tries to looks like elvis....I can't stand elvis!
I can imagine how that feels.
I'm also doing the mistake to concentrate on nice moments in the past.
It's good to remember how happy you were but you don't live anymore with such a behavior.
Your ex doesn't deserve you. She cheated on you, she ruined your life.
The best would be to do the opposite. Try not to see her anymore and open your eyes. Life is so short. You might find one day the right person, someone you deserve and who deserves you.
I feel sorry for u, I can only imagine the agony u feel every time ur heart beats, u sound like ur in a dead end job and r probably a right jobsworth to ur colleuges
I had to leave her as I found her in bed with two of what were my closet friends. I so wish things were like they were instead of the day to day misery I have to endure a little sympathy wouldn't go a miss
Kill the mother **, then kill ur ex wife