It's an addiction, and you need to break it. I keep going back to a model-beautiful, gorgeous light green-eyed, bangs that frame her face woman even though I know she lies, disappears on me, cheeses money from me and other guys, and, yeah, the ** is great b/c she's so hot, but..She's full-on toxic to know as a person and human being for that matter. Flirts with other guys when we're out, I have to sometimes threaten to leave her where we are just to get her to stop, she lies about everything (especially social media..says she hasn't been on FB in a year, then I check her friends, since she has me blocked, and I see her comments like "can't wait to see your band play!").
I've broken the addiction to her several times, yet..Something will always happen to make us meet up again, have **, and get back together. People have told me "Anyone who cares about you doesn't want to see you with her". I know they're correct, and my female friends get angry and tell me she uses me. Almost every time, though, that I think I'm done with her and am happy without her, that something to bring us back happens. I'm just getting smarter with her and it.
I'm still in love with the guy I abused. I don't know or understand why I would hit him. He's the love of my life.
How do us girls become abusers?
The same way us guys get addicted to it I suppose.
It's an addiction, and you need to break it. I keep going back to a model-beautiful, gorgeous light green-eyed, bangs that frame her face woman even though I know she lies, disappears on me, cheeses money from me and other guys, and, yeah, the ** is great b/c she's so hot, but..She's full-on toxic to know as a person and human being for that matter. Flirts with other guys when we're out, I have to sometimes threaten to leave her where we are just to get her to stop, she lies about everything (especially social media..says she hasn't been on FB in a year, then I check her friends, since she has me blocked, and I see her comments like "can't wait to see your band play!").
I've broken the addiction to her several times, yet..Something will always happen to make us meet up again, have **, and get back together. People have told me "Anyone who cares about you doesn't want to see you with her". I know they're correct, and my female friends get angry and tell me she uses me. Almost every time, though, that I think I'm done with her and am happy without her, that something to bring us back happens. I'm just getting smarter with her and it.
I'm still in love with the guy I abused. I don't know or understand why I would hit him. He's the love of my life.
How do us girls become abusers?
The same way us guys get addicted to it I suppose.