i was sexually abused by an aunt.
i was physically abused by my father.
i was physically sexually and mentally abused by my first real love.
i lost my virginity to a rapist.
i think i'm meant to be abused.
i secretly have s** with my best friend. we are both girls.
I have a boyfriend who's 19 and he thinks i'm in love with him because i tell him it all the time. and he asked me to marry him.
but now he's restationed 1500 miles away and i'm messing around with another guy while i may be pregnant by my boyfriend.
i'm a s** addict. everyone i see i think about me in bed with them.
i dont know what's wrong with me.
when i have "fun" with someone i always leave the lights off because the entire time its happening... i cry.
i need help but my parents don't know any of this.