Please help me?
I'm 15 years old, just turned 15 in September. In June, my boyfriend of a month and I had a*** intercourse. It was my first time. And I said no.
When I had said no, he tried anyway. When I hit him, he hit back, and it all happened from there.
A day later, I was told that my best friend, who I trusted with my life, made out with him a week before hand.
I was a mess ever since, and didn't know what to do. Around 2 months later I told my parents what happened.
They banned me from hanging out with my so-called "best friend" ,and my other best friend; one who I actually liked and was always a good friend to me.
They also took away my phone, iPod, didn't let me go out anywhere, banned me from going to concerts and the park(?) and have called me a w**** every day since.
It's just kind of hard, knowing I'm going through this alone. The only person I told, tells me they know how it feels. They don't.
They don't know how it feels, to be physically and sexually abused, and to know it could have been prevented if your so-called best friend stood up and said something.
I've been coping with it on my own, I just don't know how much longer I can. My parents bring it up a lot, and call me a w**** and a s*** all the time, I really just don't know how to deal with any of it anymore.