My dad beats me.

I recentally turned 16 and my father still beats the living ** out of me. I don't know how he is ** 48 years old and can still ** man handel me. It's compeltly **. He is nothing but a fake **. I've been lifting weights and ** but he makes it impossible for me. If he sees me on his equipment he'll beat me. He took me out of gym classes an told them I'm not aloud in due to health reasons. ** **. I could kill him. My mother left me with this ** ** monster when I was nine. He beat the ** out of her too. No ** wonder I'm left here alone. What's even better us he is a godamn cop. He has a ** loaded gun and all his other **. I hate him. I really do. I can't ** talk to him, about anything. He rolls his eyes and tells me to get a shrink. He has put me through **. He checks my facebook messages texts phone calls everything. ** everything. I have to delete my history off my laptop. My phone turns off at ten everyfucking night. I'm ** sixteen man, lay off. It's ** redicouls. I smoked weed with my friends for a ** ling time and when he finds out he ** hit me across the face in front of them and put me in rehab. I'd kill myself if I could. But I'm waiting to get strong, I'm waiting till I can beat the living ** out of my old man and then maybe. I'll do it then. He hates everything about me. He hates my long hair, which isn't even past my ** ** chin. He hates my music. My ** attudite. My fuxking smile. My ** clothes. Everything. I can't ** drive until I start getting Bs which is ** redicouls because I have Ds and there us no way in ** I can get them up. I'm in ** highschool man. I don't give a rats ** about collage. I'm joining the ** marines. One day I'm ** going to find my brother an mom and ask them why the ** they left me. Why they never came back for me? Why they let me get beat whipped and molested by my father. I'm obviously not enough for you.

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