Okay so here is the deal, I'm a
Okay so here is the deal, I'm a depressed low self esteemed teenager (pretty much normal) people tell me I'm pretty but I don't think so, and i hate when they tell me it, probably because there is no point to me being pretty when I can't be with someone until I am out of the closet, i knew i liked girls since i was in grade 2 and ever since have been trying to convince myself otherwise, (it truly is not working) i come from a christian family that are against gays and lesbians so i wouldn't even think of telling my mother. When I was younger a pedaphile forced me to sit down and watch whiel he jacked off to the site of me. I started cutting myself in grade 8 and lately i have been trying to stop. When i go to a shrink i always lie to them telling them i'm fine and most of them actually believe me.