So my best friend since high school is a lesbian. When I first met her before I knew she was a lesbian I had the hots for her real bad. Anyway at some point i expressed my feelings for her and she pointed out her homosexuality. We've been good friends for over 7 years now. Thing is I still think of her sexually sometimes. Never that I want to have s** with her because I understand she doesn't like p**** but I just really like fantasizing about eating her out. I really enjoy performing c********** and don't really enjoy s** that much. And my girlfriend doesn't like recieving it. So just more and more recently I've been fantasizing about this. Ugh I'm a terrible friend, I can't even tell her about this but I guess I shouldn't it'd be too wierd. But sometimes i wonder what if she was cool with it. That would be awesome. unrealistic though.