I said i could listen but i want to tell
I heard your grandfather wasnt doing too well so i asked you. When you told me that he had cancer i immediatley said that if you needed someone to listen im all ears because i've been through that. What i really want to do is tell you to not do what i did.
Both my biological grandfathers died before i was able to get to know them. When i was around 9 my grandmother married another man. He treated me like his own family and talked to me during rough family times. He was always there for me, it was him who was at my grade school plays. He loved me like a grandfather.
I always sorta just rolled my eyes and smiled with him. I never really treated him like my grandfather.
He died a few years ago right as i walked into my grandparents house to see him one last time and i never told him how much i really loved him. I never told him how he gave me a relationship that i would have never known if not for him. I never told him how thankful i was how he loved me no matter what. How he truley changed my life.
When i heard about your grandfather i quietly sobbed in my room thinking about my missed chance.
Im still waiting for you to come talk to me because i really want to tell you to never make the mistake i made because i love you and girl like you should not have that pain.