My friends and family
Look, I go to an all girl school and no I am not a l****, I've got like these super cool friends that are like the cream of the crop in our school, like for example the Valedictorian, the empress of doodle, the 'easily mistaken for a foreigner', the super funny joker with tons of connections, the eye catching emo, and other top students, and this has done nothing to boost my confidence at all, I am like creeping out about this, I just dont know what to do to be noticed anymore, so like I lied, and started buying everyone stuff even with my mom's meager paycheck and my dad trying to make ends meet, my sister already in an expensive college, me being in an exclusive girls school and my brother being in an exclusive guys school. I am not smart, nor pretty nor athletic and my mom just keeps comparing me to my friends and all, like how she's just so perfect and why cant you be like her? It's really annoying even when I told her I wanted to be a designer a few years ago but then my parents told me that was a stupid idea well not really tell me but the implied it, and so they suggested that I become a doctor instead, and so I said yes and now my grades are barely getting anywhere and now she's complaing that I can be a doctor with grades like that, and do you even want a future or are you going to live off your relatives? It's so annoying! And I am still 14 and all, cant she like back off for a few seconds? I really need advice here!!!