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I’m an A grade student, Who is on
I’m an A grade student,
Who is on every team and club possible.
I have lots of friends and acquaintances.
I am very friendly, I can have an intelligent conversation.
I am a respected member of the community,
Lots of people look up to me in the community.
I have a great, supportive family, a beautiful, large house and sweet pets.
I am an average athlete due to pure talent and luck at compulsory sports events.
I am highly creative, I am a highly talented actor, performer and photographer.
I give lots of service to charity and money.
I have my own website, myspace, online gallery of a very high standard.
I'm in three bands, one with a pending record deal.
I can sing very well, write lyrics beautifully.
I’m very pretty and skinny with voluptuous **.
I’m very proud of my body that I do nothing to maintain, I eat expensive ** food and do no sport other than the compulsory.
I have beautiful clothes, jewellery and accessories that are expensive and make me look fantastic.
I have a hot boyfriend who loves me completely and is great. We have unbelievable ** at least four times a weekend; he holds me all night and tells me I’m beautiful, he loves me and such.
I am perfect, in a sense.
I also am suffering anxiety attacks.
I can’t stop crying the moment I’m alone.
I have depression.
I drink very heavily and haven’t ever had a hangover.
I have the early anorexic traits, I have since I was 12.
But I don’t want to get better.
But I do.
I really like my life at the moment.
Except for a small part of me.
But, mostly.
What do I need to make kill the last paragraph’s bad **?
I hate myself because some people only have each other and are happy.
What am I missing? or is it something else?
some girls would die to have what you have right now so all i have to say is just try to get better and it seems like you have no fun to me.
maybe you are depress because you are doing too much.
This is too ** loooooooonnngg!
maybe you are depressed because you are doing too much.
Ignore the chumps above.
No such thing as god, and drugs aren't the answer.
I suggest taking up masturbation.
It does the soul good.
You are a high achiever, which is the type of person to suffer from the types of problems you describe. Please get help from a psychiatrist or psychologist. This can make the difference in you being happy and successful versus an unhappy washup. Please, help yourself by taking the first step!
some girls would die to have what you have right now so all i have to say is just try to get better and it seems like you have no fun to me.
consider heroin
Have you considered asking God what you're missing?
Think: if there is a God, he'll hear you. Ask him to show you whether he's real and whether he can fill the void.
the thing that you are missing is challenge.
im like you in some ways... everyone at school thinks im this cute little scene kid that was the perfect b/f and the perfect life.. you sound more like the preppy girly kind... im not but in my lifestyle everything that i do that might seem bad to you is perfectly everything that people in my lifestyle would ever dream about. I have parents that are always out, a big room with a door leading to the backyard... perfect for my bf to come in whenever... and all the crack, tweak, weed, and alcohol a kid could ask for... my friend asked me the other day why i was so unhappy i get everything i want and when i want it... Its depression i know i have it and it sounds like you have it too my lifestlye may sound ** but it is perfectly were i want it... know i just need to get there to. good luck to ya mate and i hope you make it thro with a perfectly happy life
** rock on **