I’m an A grade student, Who is on
I’m an A grade student,
Who is on every team and club possible.
I have lots of friends and acquaintances.
I am very friendly, I can have an intelligent conversation.
I am a respected member of the community,
Lots of people look up to me in the community.
I have a great, supportive family, a beautiful, large house and sweet pets.
I am an average athlete due to pure talent and luck at compulsory sports events.
I am highly creative, I am a highly talented actor, performer and photographer.
I give lots of service to charity and money.
I have my own website, myspace, online gallery of a very high standard.
I'm in three bands, one with a pending record deal.
I can sing very well, write lyrics beautifully.
I’m very pretty and skinny with voluptuous b******.
I’m very proud of my body that I do nothing to maintain, I eat expensive crap food and do no sport other than the compulsory.
I have beautiful clothes, jewellery and accessories that are expensive and make me look fantastic.
I have a hot boyfriend who loves me completely and is great. We have unbelievable s** at least four times a weekend; he holds me all night and tells me I’m beautiful, he loves me and such.
I am perfect, in a sense.
I also am suffering anxiety attacks.
I can’t stop crying the moment I’m alone.
I have depression.
I drink very heavily and haven’t ever had a hangover.
I have the early anorexic traits, I have since I was 12.
But I don’t want to get better.
But I do.
I really like my life at the moment.
Except for a small part of me.
What do I need to make kill the last paragraph’s bad crap?
I hate myself because some people only have each other and are happy.
What am I missing? or is it something else?