I'm a liar and I can't have him know.
I want to leave my husband. But he is a wonderful man. Although he has serious financial problems, deep in my heart I know they can be fixed. The real problem - that I haven’t told him - is that I have cheated on him 14 times. I’m like a female version of Tiger Woods. He knows only about one time that I’ve cheated. I know he can’t forgive me. I can’t forgive me either. I tell him I need to leave him to find myself. But realistically I’ve been unfair to him and know that if I stay, I will continue to cheat on him. I’ve had a very rough sexual past. I know I need to seek therapy because my addictions to s** are too much for me to handle at this point. I just wish there was a way to just go without having to hurt him or explain too much.