I wish i could tell you
There is this girl at my school and I wish I could tell her what I think. We were being stupid with friends and playing games while we stayed up one night and all four of us woulnd up on a not so large couch. I liked her way before this but I kept it hidden. we were squished and i had my head on her chest and couldnt move but everbody was comfortable. then she put her arm around me. she was like sorry for hugging you and i made some sarcastic comment to brush it off. what I really wanted to say was I like you. You judge yourself way too harshly because your damn near perfect. but earlier it was made clear what would happen if any girl said that too her so i have to stay quiet. Shes 20 and keeps saying if i ever get married and i would love to slap her because she is amazing and i wish she could see that. I really think i love her (ia always fall fast) but i know i can never tell her. that one night when she 'hugged' me will be something i never forget.