I can't be.. anything.. without feeling wanted. By men or women. I need affection and physical contact, to the point where it has ruined relationships.. not because I was clingy or possessive, but because when I have been away from a partner for a certain amount of time there will be someone else.
I cant get away from it, and I'm terrified it will wreck my current relationship all over again.
It feels almost like being numb inside.. no matter how much I love my boyfriend and I know he loves me I can't feel it enough.. if anyone knows what I mean..