Both in our young twenties, but behaging like a 'married' couple

I've been with my boyfriend for just over two years now.

I don't quite know where to start except to say that I am BORED.

Bored of the fact that we're both in our final year of university, and how miserable he's generally being right now.
Bored of how sweet, genuinely loving and kind he is.
Bored of the fact that he's selfish enough to deny himself s** before marriage.
Bored of the fact that he goes on about his weight more than the average GIRL.
Bored of how he's always telling me he loves me and showing genuine care for me.

And yet... we're friends. In fact, I would go as far as to say he's about the only friend I have nearby during termtime.

* * *

We got together through being classmates, then housemates.
Then last year was our year abroad and things changed between us.
I thought that if we lived together this year, things could be like they were in the beginning... but of course that's not the case.

Also, I'm still kind of iffy about the fact that he's a Christian (with some fundamental stances... despite the fact that he's experimented with men in the past, has gay friends and seems open-minded for a Christian.)

Sure, he's shown me some of how it works... but a lot of what I see of Christianity goes against how I feel about things.
There's so much schpiel that believers are bullied into following, him included.

* * *

There's more to this, but I think I've said enough for now.

Feb 26, 2011

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