I keep my promises

You, my dear, broke my heart. I loved you with everything I had. Every fiber of my being I devoted to you.

I truly believe that you loved me too. And I trust that you had no intentions of hurting me. I understand that being half a world away is difficult. Time and space can change everything, and obviously it did so for us. Talking for an hour a day can't compare to the 23 you spent right beside her.

It's been months and I know you're falling for her. She makes you feel like its okay to be the immature boy you are. That's reassuring for you. I thought I knew you better. I thought being there for you when your father passed gave us a stronger connection. I thought that showing you the person I am, meeting your family, seeing the shooting star, I thought they were signs. Did you know that as much as I love the stars, you are the only person I've ever seen a shooting star with? I thought you had become a man. I hoped you had matured enough to be able to withstand the distance. Just remember it was your choice to leave, not mine.

I tried so hard to make this work, but you fell in love with another girl. It breaks my heart every time I talk to you. My friends tell me to just cut all ties. I can't do that. I told you when your father passed,that I would always be here for you. I meant that. Unlike you, I keep my promises.

I will talk to you when you ask and I will be your friend for as long as you want me to be, even though it breaks my heart every time we speak. I will always love you, but I don't think its possible to trust you again. You broke me.

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